tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10714679100777767822024-03-13T04:04:30.781-07:00The Fox's SpotAlso, follow me on my <a href="http://www.tumblr.com/blog/ask7-eleven">Tumblr</a>!SupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-72029251327052354872012-11-02T07:09:00.000-07:002012-11-02T07:09:01.269-07:00How about a quickie?<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Update, you perv hehe. Anyway, bit of good news, I've got my 10 references, my job/address history for past 3 years, my tax forms from this past year, my valid GA driver's license, my proof of residency... Oh wait, why do I need all these things you might be asking yourself. Why is KTFX rambling on and on with her list? Because FINALLY if things go right, I'll be driving into Sandy Plains, GA with Sev's car, and driving into Canton, GA with a car of my own!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I got desperate, since the alternator on Sev's car is trying to crap out on me, so I just went online one night and murdered as many auto loan application pages as I could, and someone actually responded and verified all the info I put in, let me know I was approved, I just have to bring in all the above info (along with updated bank statements that I'll be getting on my way to my appointment) and see what they have for me. I can't guarantee they'll have anything I actually want, or can afford, but one can hope. But I will definitely keep you all posted as to what happens when I get home. I actually took one of my days off to do this instead of just doing OT today.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Honestly I think I might go in for a bit of OT tonight to make up for me not feeling good and the car not starting on Tuesday. But tomorrow I know for sure I'm pulling 8a-8p again. I'm doing it all next week too, and pulling 8a-8p on Fri and Sat if I'm feeling up for it. At least it's better than the 11a-11p I was doing. It's so much easier for me to come in ahead of my shift than it is to stay after. I don't know why, it just is. At least this way I get home at a decent hour instead of, "Okay, I'm home, eat, bed." Now I can actually hang out with Brian, Shaun, and Sev...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I sort of had a revelation about Sev the other day. Those of you who know me, well, you know me, those of you who don't know me but are nice enough to check my blog updates anyway, I'm very selective over who I actually allow to be a part of my life. I don't just allow anyone to be involved. If I feel like someone is being forced into my circle, I get some major issues about it. Sev was essentially forced into my circle. But the thing is, right now, I have a family. As dysfunctional as we may be, we are family. Me, Shaun and Brian, but there's this other person, who only recently came into my life as of this past November (holy fork in a toaster batman, I need to bring November up again in a minute!) and he has oddly enough become a part of my life.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Now don't get me wrong, we still sometimes don't get along, but you know what? He is part of our little dysfunctional family. With how well we do but don't get along, and how he came to be in my life, I'd still rank him as step-child that I'm still getting used to, but there's no doubt that somehow he's become a part of my little close-knit family.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">So yeah, November.... It is so hard for me to believe this, but I have been here for a few days over a year now. I first got here 10-30-11 and now here it is, 11-2-12... You know, in 28 days (AWESOME MOVIE) I'll have been with Alorica for a full year? Granted it was Ryla when I first started, but it's still the same company just with a different name basically lol. Anyway, it just amazes me that a month to the day of me coming up here I got a job that's kept me here this whole time. It has it's ups and downs, but you know what? I love it... It's no 7-Eleven, but I still love it. But I won't lie, if I got an offer to work at a 7-Eleven, if they had them up here, you know I would go right back to it?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I honestly had not planned on leaving there until I was good and ready to myself? And that's where I need to stop, because as sad as this is to say, I can't do it anymore. I can't talk about that place. I actually have a slight form of PTSD from that place. I can't mention it without my emotions suddenly escalating, my hands getting a slight shake... So I need to stop and move on... I do need to see a shrink.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">But another bit of good news, Brian's cousin is going to help us with the whole car thing since I'll be letting Brian use the car anytime he needs. Especially since he'll be getting his unemployment soon and he'll be able to help out with gas and whatnot until he is able to find a job.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Shaun's working on getting his SSI, he finally managed to find a lawyer! He's got a call he's going to be making with the guy today but he actually got the wheel to turn a little bit in his favor. Let's hope we can get the wheel spinning!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Well... That didn't end up being as quick as I thought it would be, it just kind of rolled on out of there, now didn't it? lol On that note, I'm going to go distract myself since I'm getting nervous as it comes closer. Or maybe it's me being anxious about possible great news ^_^ Either way, I'll talk to you all later.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">-KTFX</span>SupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-37111821934795249852012-10-20T13:14:00.002-07:002012-10-20T13:14:54.184-07:007 months...<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Has it really been 7 months since my last post on here? It most certainly has... Jesus... Then again with everything that's been going on it's just been hard as it is to get on a computer. My schedule has been all kinds of crazy lately so I'm going to do my best to get you guys up to speed on what's been going on.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Where to begin? That's a very good question. Let's start off with work...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm no longer on Stephon's team, I'm on the team of this guy, Ken, who is just the biggest roaring d-bag I have ever met in my life. One of the worst supervisor's I've had, and those of you who know me well, no for a fact I have had some crappy supervisors in my past. I don't know how I've tolerated being with all of these idiots. I really don't. This guy... No matter how good my numbers are, how many rules I follow, I keep getting my chops busted for stuff I can't help. For example, if I did everything I could for a customer and still they weren't happy because of something company policy, not my own choice, prevented me from doing, and they failed me based on that, somehow he turns it on me! "Oh, you could have done this", "you could have put it this way", "why didn't you do this?" But none of the things that he's asking me could have actually been done. He has NEVER been on the phone himself except for when he takes the escalations we have to bring him when a customer says they want to talk to a supervisor.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have asked to be on another team, because there was a 2 months period as to when my numbers and stats were suffering horribly. Now, the last post back in March, said that I needed to get my stats up. Shortly after that I actually got to the point where I had the best stats on my team, over everyone. Stephon, my sup at the time, Vernon, our AD, and other sups were impressed. I got mentions all the time, so now it was a big shocker, even to me when suddenly, my numbers go from being where they should, in the 3-400 area, then shooting up to being in the 6-700 area. That means my calls go from averaging out to about 7 min a call to being 12-13 min a call. My hold time and call work time all went up, my numbers were just flat out suffering and I told HR I already knew the cause, my morale as way down from having a tyrant as a supervisor. I work better under positive interaction rather than negative.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I get enough negative interaction from my customers as it is, but when I do my best at making customers happy and all you can do is treat me like crap and make me doubt even my own capabilities I'm not going to be able to give you good numbers and you know what? It also affects how well I handle my customers. So when I go to HR and ask nicely to put me on a different team so I can better my numbers and morale again, they tell me it would only be putting a bandage on the situation, it wouldn't fix the fact they have a sup who isn't doing good. At that point, when your problem is your sup, how does that make it my fault? And they never even spoke to him. The good news is that my numbers are back up, they're actually pretty perfect right now and that makes me happy as hell. I'm still on Ken's team, but it's a lot easier to tolerate him, because of Tyrek, and sometimes, Ana.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Tyrek... He's an okay guy, and I was genuinely interested in him as well, but the problem is, he's the type of Baptist that doesn't believe there could be anything else I'm an Agnostic who believes tat if there SHOULD BE something, then it's the same belief structure as the Greeks, Gods for different purposes that don't directly interact/interfere, but are there to observe and control certain aspects around us. Him and I actually got into a religious debate when I told him I didn't want to talk about it. I begged him to stop and he pushed it, saying he was open-minded, then the minute I started talking about it, "No, that's wrong." I didn't tell him his beliefs as a Baptist are wrong, I just told him directly I don't believe as he does, I have my own and he can have his, and we just won't push them on each other. But now suddenly because I don't believe like him, I worship the devil. His words, not mine. But usually, there's a playful banter between us and we cheer each other up to get through the day. He makes it easier to get through the day.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ana... We're actually on a see-saw where one day we are friends, another day we're not, but it's because of how she is. We're not going to go far into her because I want to stay in my good mood, rare these days, but I will say this... One of the things she does that causes that see-saw is this. We have chairs that raise up and down based on what we want them to be at. I keep mine up all the way since it's comfortable for me and she likes to go behind me when I'm not paying attention and dropping the chair level so it drops. But when it drops it has 2 jerks, one at the start and one at the end, which both jar my back and mess it up each time. I've told her it hurts me and she just laughs it off as if I'm playing around with her. So imagine having that happen 4-5 times a day and ask yourself why I have trouble wanting to be an actual friend with her.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Moving on to other information.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We're still living with Ch...Um, yeah... We're still in the apartment, but Chris Jr. actually just moved today, headed up to ND to be with his friend and go to college for Paleontology. I'm happy for him, but I need to find a way to pay the rent on the apartment which brings us to another couple of quick side notes before moving on to the newest topic. April and Jayden are back in Florida, Xan no longer lives with us either, he left not long before she did, and Sev is still on the couch. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Brian... I've known Brian for 7 years now and that boy is VERY reliable and dependable, when he has a job he has a job. So he actually just moved up today and he's going to work on getting a job where I am so he can help out with things. I'm glad for a good friend like him. Friend wise I can trust him til the end of my days. He's never messed me over as a friend, never stolen from me, I've caught a couple of lies but the ones they were, were completely excusable, and he's always been there for me emotionally anytime I needed him. That's all that matters. But he's here now and we're (Shaun, myself and Brian) at the library so I can update this blog and catch you all up to speed.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Rayne, I know you check in from to time but I'm sending you an email when I get done with this.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Until later you guys, and everyone, take care.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">-KTFX</span>SupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-917464872061212162012-03-18T07:04:00.000-07:002012-03-18T07:04:56.640-07:00So... people are jerks...<div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Not making it public as to why, but I'm not able to get a hold of Chris Sr's comp anymore so I'm stuck with trying to juggle Chris Jr's comp with Shaun in the morning when I wake up and that doesn't work well, and a dick like Sev won't let me on his comp at all. But, with him being away this weekend, I had the chance to get on.</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">1) I finally got my laptop paid off at Rent A Center, but with it being in a pawn shop back in Daytona, I'm working on sending my mom money to get it out bit by bit so I can have her send it up to me since I'm obviously not getting back down to FL til around May, but I need it back before then.</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">3) Still don't have a car, I need a rental agreement of some kind to be able to get a car around here, but with me not actually having a rental agreement with anyone I'm going to have to save up to be able to buy a car flat out from a used place. I don't mind it being a used place, at all, I would just rather be able to be making payments on something, that way if it messes up, they can fix it without me being SOL, you know?</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">4) Still living with Chris Jr and Sev, not happy about that either, but hey, at least I have a roof over my head. Once I get the car and I'm not longer saving up for that I can work on getting me and Shaun into a place. I'm thinking a good extended stay until he gets his SSI or disability since I can afford a hotel since all the bills are included, but an apartment that has bills, I can't afford that while also keeping food in our mouths, gas int he car, when I get y own car, insurance on it plus gas. When he can help out with stuff again, we'll be able to look into an actual apartment, or cheap enough house. Some of the houses up here are the same price, or even less, than getting an apartment. It's ridiculous</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">5) I made it out of training and into nesting, I'm actually starting my last week this week. I go onto the production floor starting next Monday, got my official shift over the weekend. I'll be working 2-11 Mon-Thur, off Fri, work sat, off Sunday. Which this is a big load off of my shoulders considering everything that's been going on, but hey, I made it out of training and nesting =)</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">One thing I do need to work on though, my stats are still a little high, and I really need to work on that. I need to lower how long I'm on the phone, and how many calls I can work in per day. You know what would help with how many calls I can work in is not having these random training sessions right before lunch that last an hour long, before I go on my hour long lunch. At the beginning of the day, I have a half hour debrief, and in the last half hour of the day, same thing. So there is an hour off the phones. My hour lunch and my two fifteen minute breaks, there's 2 and a half hours total off the phones. Now, add in an hour for training, which is for any new promotions or procedures, there's 3 and a half, out of the 9 I'm there. So, I only have 5 and a half hours on the phone to try to get my call volume up.</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Here's what could also help, get computers or better systems that aren't going to keep freezing up in the middle of calls, or in the middle of a process. That would help cut down on my talk time, and my call volume so I can get the callers off my phone and take the next one.</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">They have brand new computers in the AOL (Assumption of Liability) building, but they can't give us new computers? Grr...</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Anyway, I need to wake Shaun up so we can spend some time together before I go in to work. I'll try to post more sooner than this. Have a good day everyone, hopefully no one is too bad off from St. Patrick's Day!</span></div><div style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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So, two steps down. BOOYAH!<br />
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Now I just need to go look for the car I want... Isn't car shopping supposed to be a happy day? This day is so clouded by stress I really can't enjoy it right now. Sigh...<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-79593311752725437562012-02-10T09:46:00.000-08:002012-02-10T09:46:22.306-08:00Another updateSo, today/yesterday (sorry, my day got started at 11:15am Thur, and I'm ending now on Fri), was highly eventful. I had a field trip basically, all to get a license...<br />
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So, to get a car, I need a Georgia Driver's License, and depending on what car lot I end up going to, a copy of my taxes, and my last two pay stubs from work. Now to go from having a Florida DL to having a Georgia DL, I need my FL DL, my birth certificate, Social Security card, and proof of residency. Anything with my name associated to an address. I don't have my birth certificate, and no one back in FL can find it for me so I ordered it offline and put a rush order on it. <br />
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Today/yesterday I go to the DMV with my birth certificate, my SS card, my FL DL, and the packaging my birth certificate came in (and the government office issued receipt) since the packaging and receipt both have my name associated with the address I'm trying to get on my GA DL. Since they're both government office issued, they will work. I get there, wait, get to the counter... I need something else for proof of residency. Either a rental agreement (1), utility bill (2), or bank statement (3) that show that address with my name.<br />
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1) Chris Jr and I don't have any kind of rental agreement since it would mean his apartment complex knew I live with him right now. It's supposed to be just him in the apartment, which means I can't risk it getting back to them, or he'll lose his home. I can't do that to him.<br />
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2) I have no home to my name and my cell phone is prepaid, therefore I have no bills in my name. That option is out of the idea.<br />
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3) I DON'T TRUST BANKS. So, that means I have no bank statements. Due to my history with banks, I'm not even sure I can get a bank account, and I damn sure as Hell don't even want one thanks to Bank of America, Wells Fargo, BB&T, and SunTrust.<br />
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So, when I leave the DMV I go to the only bank around that I know of that isn't one of those banks, which is Regions bank. It's close by to the apartment so it's not like I have to drive all over Hell and creation to go to my bank, especially since it's so widespread around here, all the way damn into FL. So, if anything goes wrong when me and Shaun go down to get our stuff from FL, I can stop in at the local branch of it.<br />
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I do need to pause in all of this to say that the lady who signed me up with an account, was damn helpful. She was very nice and personal, which is more than I can say for any of the bank employees I've gone toe to toe with.<br />
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So, I go in, explain my situation, get my new bank account, and get my ass back to the DMV. Takes an hour, but I finally get seen, and I finally get my GA DL. I...am a Georgia driver! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! Watch out Peach heads! I am officially one step closer to getting my own car. I get paid this week, and I can wait until I get my next paycheck to have enough $ for a down payment, starting insurance, and still have gas to get to work for my next check.<br />
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</div><div style="color: #6fa8dc;">Life. Guess what... I'm about to drop a bomb on you.</div><br />
Yep, that's right... Life dropped a huge bomb on me right before I was due to clock in. Apparently Sev's mom's insurance found out that he's living in Georgia with a South Carolina tag and insurance. So, they're canceling the insurance, which means as of later today (Fri), Sev's car will no longer be legal for me to drive because the state of South Carolina is demanding he surrender the tag and send it back to him.<br />
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I have close to $800 to put a down payment out, get insurance, and have gas until my next check, as well as handle the bills I have this week. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!<br />
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So today alone I have to do the following: Print my taxes, my last pay stub, find a car, get insurance, and do the whole registration process. Today is going to be Hell on Earth. Please everyone, wish me luck that everything goes well, and that I don't totally lose my head. I'm honestly worried about my sanity in regards to today.<br />
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I don't think I'll be able to relax tomorrow until I have my car, have it registered and insured, gassed up, and in the parking lot of Chris Jr's apartment complex...<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-90928657902253109682012-02-06T12:18:00.001-08:002012-02-06T12:18:44.692-08:00Wow I died again...I gotta stop doing this lol. But yeah, I died for a little bit due to some complications which I won't go into. But, I will let you folks know that I am still alive. I've just been super busy. But, to get you all caught up on work news...<br />
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So last monday we took our 2nd assesment test, which everyone failed, but not because we don't know what the hell we're doing. The testing system spazzed and changed a bunch of answers on everyone's test. When I retook mine I got a 96 so it was good =) And yesterday we took our 3rd and I passed with a 92.8 =) I only missed 3, but the one I missed I knew the answer after I submitted the test, and I had that movie moment of "Nooooooo!!!!". But anyway, weeks 1-3 are done, now on to week 4 starting today. Only one more week of training after this one and then as long as I pss that final test then it'll be on to nesting for me. One week of nesting and then I am on the production floor.<br />
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So it's safe to say everything is going good there.<br />
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My unemployment came in, the last check, my taxes came in, and I got my first check from Alorica. So everything's pretty good. I need to wait until my copy of my birth certificate gets in so I can get a GA driver's license and be able to get a car though lol.<br />
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Well, I have stuff I have to do before work I just wanted to update you =) Later all.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-724017999077915912012-01-26T11:16:00.001-08:002012-01-26T11:16:51.583-08:00Okay, so I died for a couple of days...Only figuratively speaking obviously, but my work schedule got so bad I just couldn't get on for the life of me. And then when I could, Chris Sr had taken his laptop and it's even harder to egt on Chris Jr.'s computer even when he's not here. So that explains the lack of communication there.<br />
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But to give you all an update I'll be getting my final check from unemployment this week, as well as my first check from Ryla, then on the 1st, MY TAXES!!! I'm going to be working on getting a car because honestly, Sev's car is about to crap out. It needs a lot of work done to it, and although I knew this before yesterday, something happened to open my eyes to just how bad it was...<br />
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I got super low on gas and couldn't make it to work and Chris Sr saw me about to have to risk my job by calling out and let me take his car to work. I left at the same time I always do and got there in about 30 an hour. Usually? Takes me 45 minutes. Traffic was the same, but the car didn't have trouble getting up the hills or accelerating if it's speed dropped.<br />
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Yes, I have been driving the car since Nov. but the car needed repairs before I came along and now I can just see Sev is going to ask me to pay for anything it needs. If I do that, with him about to have to go back to SC, not only am I just helping him, I'd be screwing myself because that's the car I use for work. So, I'm going to work on getting a car to prevent being without a ride when Sev gets shipped back to SC.<br />
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Anyway, I have stuffs I have to do before work so I gotta go. I'll try to update more tomorrow when I have the day off.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-73951027937246808042012-01-22T09:14:00.000-08:002012-01-22T09:14:54.364-08:00Liars... I FUCKING HATE LIARS!!!First, the liar wakes me up because he's fucking been awake since before even Jayden woke up, which doesn't tell me shit because he doesn't look at clocks at any point in the day. Then, he gets in one of his BPD fits. Okay, I can handle it. I'm just waking up but I can handle it. Or, I would be able to if he wasn't being a jerk.<br />
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I wasn't able to get back online last night to work on some chapters I have written down, and he knows that to me my art is important, (check the side note below this paragraph please) but it's fine because he hasn't been able to get on and he says he won't care if I get online today to work on what I had wanted to last night. That's fine by me.<br />
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(Sidenote: He's an artist. So there are plenty of times where I have to leave him alone to work on his art, or his commissions in general. I leave him alone for hours with the computer, go in to check on him if he sounds frustrated, but other than that, I leave him alone. He gets pissed ANY TIME I want to work on my chapters.)<br />
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So, I'm laying there with him and trying to calm him down from his BPD fit and he starts telling me to just go online, he doesn't care, he wants to be left alone. So I try for another ten minutes and he starts getting more irate, and more pissy, no matter how hard I'm trying to calm him down. Finally he tells me that if I don't get on now he's going to make sure I don't get on at all today since obviously my shit isn't important.<br />
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THE MINUTE I start setting up the computer to get online to work on the shit he pushed me away for me to do, even though I tried to stay with him, what happens? Full blow episode about how I shouldn't have wanted to go online and how I lied when I said I cared.<br />
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DON'T TELL ME TO DO IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND FUCKING OVER AGAIN IF YOU DON'T FUCKING MEAN IT!!!<br />
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Seriously! If I lay there with you for a total of half an hour straight, trying to tell you, "Yes, I do have shit to get done but I want to stay with you until you calm down," and then you keep insisting I go do it, even getting mean about what would happen if I didn't, I'm going to get up and do what I need to do. At that point, when all I'm getting is venom about not getting up, of course I'm going to get up. Why does this suddenly make me the bad guy? You treat me like dirt for not getting up, then get even worse when I do? Talk about damned if I do and damned if I don't.<br />
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Now I've got to work on getting in, and staying in, a better mood before I go to work because all day fucking Thursday I was in the shittiest mood ever, all day, because of an argument I had with him before I went to work. Only good thing that happened Thursday was that we had our first assessment and I passed it with 100% so I only have 4 weeks of training left now.<br />
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Only good thing this week... *sighs* I hate liars...<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-25476158573955124602012-01-16T01:22:00.001-08:002012-01-16T01:22:43.765-08:00Well folks, I'm sick...Yep, I went and got sick. But, here is why, and it's not my fault.<br />
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Carissa, Daniel's new wife, thinks that because she's "too educated" to take any jobs that are "beneath" her. So, right now it's just Daniel paying for the rent, electric, cell, internet, car insurance, gas, and food. Oh wait, I lied. Daniel is only paying the rent and the electricity. Chris Sr is paying the car insurance and the cell bill, and giving him gas money, as well as money for food...<br />
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Sev STILL doesn't have a job so Chris Jr. is paying for rent, electric bills, internet, car insurance, cell bill, gas, and food. Every now and then Sev's mom or dad send money to help out. Wait... Lied again... DAMMIT I have to stop lying!! Chris Sr. is paying for the cell and the car insurance.<br />
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So wait... Chris Sr. is paying the insurance on 3 cars, and the bills of 3 cell phones, the electric of his own place, giving Daniel gas money, paying on his own car, as well as putting gas in it, internet, rent on the apartment we're staying in....I'm lying again aren't I?<br />
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*sigh* Someone really should make me stop lying...<br />
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Here's the truth...<br />
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Daniel: Rent, electric, internet.<br />
Chris Jr.: Rent, electric, internet, food, gas. (doing better)<br />
Chris Sr.: Internet, food, gas, 3 cell phones, 3 car insurances, food for Daniel and Carissa, gas money for Daniel.<br />
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Note how rent and electric, THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT THINGS of his bill set that should be getting paid aren't in that list? It's because Sev won't get a job saying he can't do anything that's too stressful, nothing with customer interaction, nothing that requires heavy lifting or being on his feet for too long. But he's more than happy to live with Chris Jr. and eat anything Chris Jr. buys, and use up his electricity, and spend the money that his parents send foolishly. And Carissa just won't get a fucking job.<br />
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Okay, at the apartment she shares with Daniel, here is what she does. NOTHING. She BARELY takes care of their infant, I saw her let that poor baby girl cry for almost an hour straight one time so she could surf the net on her phone, she makes Daniel clean the house, handle the baby when he's home, and cook. She does nothing at all because she thinks it's beneath her. <br />
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Because Sev won't get a job, and Carissa won't get a job, Chris Sr., who is trying to be a good dad and keep his two boys, as well as his grandchild (from Daniel and Carissa) in a home so no one ends up on the streets. Because no one wants to get off their asses, we have no power at the apartment we share with Chris Sr., who hasn't been asking me for money to help before this mess up with my unemployment. We're even about to lose the apartment because he has been working on making sure his kids didn't end up on the streets, and yet, since this is partially the fault of others, no one will put me and Shaun in a temporary spot. <br />
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Chris Sr. can't afford a hotel for the 3 of us, so he's asked Daniel and Carissa to put us up, nope. They have 3 bedrooms and they can't put us in one? Chris jr. can't because he has a one bedroom with Sev on the couch and Xan on the floor, so that leaves me and Shaun trying to figure out... WTF ARE WE DOING!?<br />
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I seriously wish Chris Sr. would have come to me before it got this bad and said to me, "Kat, can you please give me some money for the bills? I'm bad off and even though I told you I wouldn't ask from your unemployment, if you don't help we could lose power and even the apartment." If he would have told me it was this bad I would have gladly given him money, but he didn't want us to worry. Guess what we're doing...<br />
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So, because there's no power, that means there is no heat, which means...!!!...I got sick. I have the hacking cough, fever, head and body aches, and congested sinuses to prove it. So since it's partially his fault, as soon as Chris Jr. wakes up to go to work, and is gone, me and Shaun are high-jacking his bedroom.<br />
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So, that's my update for you all... I'm going to go find something to do until Chris Jr. wakes up and goes to work... Ugh... someone make this cough go away...<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-33007163156528986412012-01-12T12:09:00.000-08:002012-01-12T12:09:18.792-08:00What a good day for an update!I have to say though, I myself have been going through some serious stress the past few days... It's a doozy.<br />
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So, I got a letter from unemployment with some questions I had to fill out, on the 6th about the mini investigation on my case. I filled them out and sent them back in the very next day. And yesterday, Chris Sr's old bad habit shows up, where he likes to get the mail but leaves it in his car for an undetermined amount of time. I had a letter sitting in his car for God knows how long, telling me that because I live in GA, and my claim is through FL, I have to file an interstate claim by 10 days from the date on the letter. The date on the letter is 12-30-11. The postmark says they didn't send it out until 1-3-12. I didn't get it until 1-11-12.<br />
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Now, I panic because this action that needed to be taken is 2 days late and I don't know when I'll be able to make it all the way down to Marietta, where the nearest branch of the Georgia Department of Labor is. Now, what doesn't help me any is that they decided to wait 4 days to send the letter out as it is. That I blame them for. So I call the number in the letter and after a half hour of behind on hold I finally get through to someone who lets me know that as long as I get in on the next day (today) then everything would be fine, and to bring the letter as proof to them that it didn't get sent out until 4 days after the letter was dated. BTW, I told a small lie and told them I had just gotten it in the mail, rather than had it withheld without me knowing. Looks better that way, and ultimately helped my case.<br />
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So, Xan was nice enough to loan me some cash for gas money to get out to the place to get this little investigation off of my file so they can see I'm not trying to commit any kind of fraud. As soon as I get that handled, I called unemployment to let them know I filed the interstate claim, as I was told to by the GDL. The lady who answered the phone actually knew what the Hell she was doing, unlike some of the people who had already spoken to me about everything going on. She ACTUALLY looked into details and FIXED things for me that other people had screwed up in the system. She sat there and asked me so many questions that I knew I had answered in the paperwork they sent me, and the answers they had in the system, stuff they got back from Ryla, were all so incorrect I had to tell her right stuff and she fixed it with me right there on the phone.<br />
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Now that everything is fixed, I will be getting my unemployment again within the next two weeks, if the unemployment people can make sure to actual get their butts to work on it. But as of today there will no longer be a flag on my claim and things will be fixed. I'll also get the unemployment they've been withholding from me to get my account current. Only thing I'm still worried about is where am I going to get he money that I need by this Saturday? I need 110 for a bill that can't be ignored and then 45 if I want to keep my phone on for work. Oi...<br />
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So, let's recap. I'm no longer stressed about going to jail, I AM OFFICIALLY HIRED BY RYLA!!!, my unemployment is fixed and on it's way back to my pocket, and I only have one more stress at the moment...<br />
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I think that about covers it all lol. Take care everyone.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-7950608699874679912012-01-08T11:28:00.001-08:002012-01-08T11:28:06.169-08:00Oh, one more thing!I forgot to mention one thing before I go. You'll notice a couple of subtle changes to the blog page. You can now choose to follow when I update, this way I won't forget to email anyone when I do update =).<br />
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And you can now give feedback besides comments!<br />
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Now I'm leaving.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-66943691502925273552012-01-08T11:26:00.000-08:002012-01-08T11:26:22.707-08:00Today's been uneventful...Me and Shaun finally finished the first season of Desperate Housewives today after a few days of watching it on and off. Didn't want to wear him out on it so we made sure to watch movies every now and then instead of the episodes. I"M going to give him a small break before tuning him in to the second season since I own it too lol.<br />
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Right now he's busy cleaning up some stuff while I handle some small stuff online to pass the time since I can get pretty bored when he's doing this cleaning. I'm actually kind of stressing a little right now, honestly.<br />
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Since a couple months after getting head-hunted and fired from 7-11 I've been getting unemployment until I can find a job. Well, last month when I got hired on for the BENEFEDS project at Ryla, I was hired on 11-30-11, pending the results of a background check. Since it wasn't definitely, since I didn't know what hey were looking for, I kept looking for a job in case that fell through. So when it came time for me to claim my job hunting weeks, I put in the work time for when I was with Ryla. Only problem is, I messed up a little.<br />
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On the web-site, when you're filing your work search for the given weeks, it asks you, "What say did you start work for this company?" Since I didn't actually start working for Ryla until 12-5-11, that s the date I entered into the page. Apparently they meant "What day did you get hired by the company?". Hell, if that was the case they should have worded it that way. Because even though I was hired on 11-30, I didn't START WORK until 12-5. Like right now. I got hired for the Verizon thing as of 12-30. But I don't start work until 1-15-12. That kind of thing threw me off, so now, until they finish their investigation my funds are suspended, which is not good, because I have bills that are due this Saturday. I need $110 by then or I'm in trouble. I can go without the $45 for my phone, cos the phone is not as important as the other bill I have.<br />
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Now, the temporary lack of funds isn't my biggest problem. My little mistake could cause me to go to jail. If they deem that I did it intentionally, they'll count it as fraud. Now, they already sent me paperwork to fill out myself, and I sent it back to them very next day, detailing everything as best as I could. And, I even typed up a letter to better explain things, so that hopefully they can see it was just a mistake. Here's to hoping, but I've got this wicked sense of dread just looming over me... I'm not liking it.<br />
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Then again, knowing me, it's just my pessimism rearing it's ugly head and pressuring me into thinking bad things.<br />
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But anyway, bit of good news, I got to talk to someone I haven't been really able to talk to for a while. It was brief, but we're both doing our own thing right now. Well, Shaun's done cleaning and we're going outside for a cig. Later.<br />
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-KTFX<br />
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ps- Hello to any of my friends reading this today =)SupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-74870985179123861722012-01-05T09:08:00.000-08:002012-01-05T09:08:46.635-08:00Missing peopleSo last night/this morning I got to talk to a girl who I haven't talked to in an extremely long time, due to my own stupidity but still... It was a nice few hours that we got to talk, and I'm glad I had left my AIM logged on after Ashley got off-line otherwise I wouldn't have been on for her to message me. I think I'm going to get in the habit of just having it on the whole time I'm on, just to be safe =).<br />
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There's nothing better than being able to talk to someone who was a big part of your world for a couple years. She was my biggest muse back when we spoke. A lot of my stories were influenced by her and she knows it. I can't tell you how many one-shots or chapters she influenced over numerous conversations. Or even how many scenes in a chapter... You guys get the point lol.<br />
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Anyway, so I'm not going to be on-line much today, but I did promise to post more since my demons are no longer howling in my head. It is nice to not be hearing them in a steady stream anymore. Well, it's short, but it's an update lol. That and I want to be able to use videos on YouTube as a form of music since for some reason I can't update this site while bring logged in to YouTube since Google has to own both and can't have 2 accounts logged in at the same time haha. On to my other projects before Shaun gets back in from his cig.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-66635057318368069162012-01-03T18:47:00.000-08:002012-01-03T18:48:04.544-08:00I think my drug tester was trained by TSA lolFirst off, happy new year to everyone, I hope it goes as good for you as you want it to! And for those of you, like me, who had a small hitch in the beginning, let's hope it picks up!<br />
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So anyway, today I had to go take my drug test as part of the hiring process for getting into Ryla, and it was definitely an experience lol. When I first get there and walk in with Shaun, he stays in the smaller of the two lobbies, and I walk into the main room/lobby to sign in. After I sign in, the receptionist tells me I can't leave the building until the test is done, so I ask her if I can stick my head into the smaller lobby to let my friend know I'm staying in the main lobby and she actually told me no. If I stuck my head out there it would <i>actually</i> null the test that I hadn't even taken yet!<br />
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Wait... What!? It made no sense but luckily Shaun heard us talking and came in without me having to stick my head out of the door.<br />
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So after waiting for a few minutes I finally got called in... Now, from living in FL, here is what I'm used to. Walking into a room, handing a lady or guy my ID and emptying pockets. Today was the most invasive drug test I have ever received, and all I did was go in a cup...<br />
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When I finally walked into the testing room, the lady asked me to empty my hoodie pockets before I removed it, and then my pants pockets. Okay, only a little odd, no need for concern. As soon as she looks at me and realizes I have a t-shirt on over a thermal shirt she actually has me remove the t-shirt! Okay, what the Hell is going on here... It's an over shirt right now! Okay, fine... So I did.<br />
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This is where I feel like I'm giving TSA a visit. She <i>actually</i> gives me a pat down from my ankles to my waist, going as far as asking me to pull my pants tight against my crotch so she could see I wasn't hiding anything in underwear or anything like that. You think that's bad? I actually had to essentially cup my breasts in front of her by pulling my shirt tight across each one, and pressing in on the valley of the bra, to show her there was nothing in there! I felt so frickin dirty by the time I left there, I was actually in a small state of shock. I have never had that kind of drug test experience.<br />
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I told the lady, I have never basically been molested during a drug test and she said that the company is very strict about making sure people weren't smuggling in piss at body temperature. Every measure possible was taken to make sure the right people got in. All I could do was shake my head.<br />
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I understand trying to weed out the bad seeds but do you have to molest the good ones?<br />
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Oi... Anyway...<br />
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So I know it's been a few days since my last entry, but honestly my inner demons have been rearing their ugly little heads lately so it's been hard to focus on anything. When that happens, I just try not to blog because then the things I'm feeling tend to scare those who read the blogs and make them worry. I found it's best to avoid the computer at that point, because I don't want to worry anyone, but we all have our bad days. Mine just make people worry, even though when I'm out of the slump I don't think even half the things I find floating in my head during those times.<br />
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But, the good news is that the demons have passed! w00t! I think I even feel some creative stirrings happening. Helps that I've been working on moving stories of mine from a site and seeing some old stuff of mine. I really have had artist's block for a while now, and what little bit has managed to slip through has made me feel a bit better, especially with the few reviews I've gotten on what I posted.<br />
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Well, I have an email to type up to miss Rayne with some stuff I don't want to put in here (about a cute guy hehe), so I'll post to you later!<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-89567740517199029292011-12-28T07:52:00.000-08:002011-12-28T07:52:33.528-08:00You know, people make me sick...Sometimes, people are just so fucking sick, they piss me off. I was going through my emails and I came across one that made me want to punch someone for what they have done. I normally wouldn't share said email, but this one needs to be seen, because it has a petition inside of it. You should go sign the petition and help make the world a better place, even by one little fraction.<br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">When Sandra Baker was called to pick up her 9-year-old autistic son, Chris, from his Mercer County, Kentucky school, she was stunned by what she found: She says that Chris's teacher had stuffed him in a gym bag and left him in the hallway as punishment.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">"When I walked in," Sandra told CBS News, "I went down his hallway, and I saw this big green bag laying in the floor beside the [teacher's] aide, and I saw it moving."</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Then Sandra heard a voice come from inside the bag: “Momma, is that you?”</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Sandra demanded her son be released immediately, but allegedly the bag was tied so tightly the teacher's aide struggled to open it. When Chris finally got out, his mom says he was sweaty and uncommunicative.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Lydia Brown, a freshman at Georgetown University, is autistic, too. When she heard about Chris's ordeal at school , she started a petition on Change.org demanding the Mercer County school district discipline the teacher who put Chris in the bag and require its teachers to complete training on interacting with autistic children. Click here to sign Lydia's petition now.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">At a meeting with school officials last week, Sandra learned this wasn't the first time Chis had been stuffed in the duffel bag as punishment. The teachers allegedly referred to the duffel as a “therapy bag,” but lacking even basic training for working with autistic children, were unable to explain how confining Chris to a drawstring bag constituted “therapy” of any kind.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Here’s the worst part: after her meeting, Sandra says she received no guarantee that this kind of abuse wouldn’t happen again -- either to Chris or to other students in Mercer County schools.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">That’s just not acceptable to Sandra, or to the 12,000 people who’ve already signed Lydia’s petition on Change.org. Lydia is hoping to deliver the petition to the Mercer County school board at their next meeting. The school board won’t be able to ignore this issue when they see the thousands of people angry about Chris’s treatment and calling for changes.</span><br />
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<a href="http://www.change.org/petitions/end-abuse-of-autistic-students-in-mercer-county-kentucky?utm_medium=email&alert_id=fTVYPJTgIK_pyCaIENkRs&utm_source=action_alert" style="color: lime;" target="_blank">Please sign Lydia’s petition to get Mercer County schools to fire Chris’s teacher, and to get the school district to require its staff to complete comprehensive training on interacting with autistic children.</a><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Thanks for being a change-maker,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;">- Katie and the Change.org team</span><br />
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Please people, go and sign this petition. People who do things like this need to be stopped so they can't hurt more people.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-42239144996479460832011-12-27T07:10:00.000-08:002011-12-27T07:10:18.743-08:00Ha, I done did it this time lol.Wow... You know, I forgot that one of the sites I post on has a two story per day limit. So, I'm sitting there, working on moving all these stories to said site late last night/this morning, and when I wake up this morning I have an email.<br />
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<div style="color: #3d85c6;">Hi,</div><div style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #3d85c6;">This is a notification that your account has been locked. Please read the rules for posting on AC, there is a two story limit per day for updating as to allow equal opportunity to occupy space on the Most Recent page. Your account will be unlocked in 7 days as per the rules. Should you have any questions please don't hesitate to visit the forum or email to ask them. </div><div style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #3d85c6;">Thank you,</div><div style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #3d85c6;">Mare & Julilly</div><div style="color: #3d85c6;">Moderators</div><br />
All I could do was try not to laugh, which would have possibly woken Shaun, who is the reason I didn't get to bed til after 4 this morning. Ugh... just a little over four hours of sleep.<br />
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Get yer minds outta the gutter ya pervs... He went over to see Sev, Xan, and CJ yesterday around 4 and around 11-12 area it started storming pretty bad. We didn't have tornado watches but the winds sure fooled me on that one.They were rattling the windows again and it made me so damn nervous when it started howling. So of course by 1 something when he wasn't home yet, I called to make sure he was still there and hadn't tried driving home in that mess. Told him to take his time on coming home and that I was just checking on him. Told me he might be leaving soon but he didn't know as it was but it was whatever.<br />
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And about 2 something the storm got worse so I called him to inform him how it was over here, since he's almost a fully city away so I knew that could/would make a difference in how a storm is felt. If it can be raining on one side of the road, but not on the other, it can be calmer in a place almost five miles away. So, I let him know how it is, and I guess it was headed from where I am, to where he was, because he was finally seeing the bad weather himself, because when I called at 1 it was barely drizzling there according to him. By this point the worst of it was over him so he said he might end up staying the night if it didn't get any better, but to call him if it started clearing up over here so he could take advantage of it and come home if he chose to.<br />
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So I hop in the shower and get back online, and by 3 something the weather had been tame for about 20 minutes or so, so I called him and told him of this, and he said he was leaving. Almost forty minutes later, ps, it only takes 15-20 to get there from here, and vise versa, he finally texts me to let me know he had a cig and ended up talking a little with Sev and Xan. Bastard scared the crap out of me, but whatever, he's heading home. Now I can time it and if he's not home after a certain amount of time I'm stealing Chris Sr.'s car to go make sure he didn't wreck, because now the winds are picking back up.<br />
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If theses winds are strong enough to rattle glass, I can only imagine what they can do to a car on a wet road, with crappy tires. I know, I'm paranoid, but I get super bad about it when the bad storms come rolling around. We all remember <a href="http://supernatural-hideout.blogspot.com/2011/12/i-love-mother-nature.html" target="_blank">this blog about mother nature</a> and how I feel about her storms. Hell, there's one going right now so I'm actually getting off of here soon. I hadn't even meant to talk this long, but I got started, and with it taking my mind off of the weather outside, I just kept rolling haha.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-56725612308745831762011-12-26T08:06:00.000-08:002011-12-26T08:06:39.101-08:00Well, at least one of my projects is completed!As I've said in other posts, with my phone steadily crapping out, I've been working on sending all the pics that I've taken with my camera to my phone so I can keep them before my phone officially dies and I lose them forever. That project is finally completed! And I've actually posted the rest of them on my Facebook so they're somewhere safe in case my computer crashes haha. Now I just need to work on sending my downloaded pics to my email so I can save those to the comp itself since those won't be getting posted anywhere.<br />
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I even posted a chapter for one of my two fics that I need to finish, so hopefully that will go well =) I'm going to be taking a break from sending my pics to myself, especially since they're the less important ones that can be found with the proper searching, to work on seeing if I can't get more chapters out.<br />
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Since one of the stories was already finished at one point, even if only in my head, all I have to do is re-read the chapters that were posted to see if it triggers any memories of where I was going with the ending =). However, the other story isn't even anywhere near the ending, so it's going to take more work. But I'm up for it.<br />
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Right now, with Shaun still being asleep, I think I'm going to run to the bathroom and then get to work on seeing what chapters I can come up with =). Wish me luck folks!<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-53809905726138879742011-12-22T19:21:00.001-08:002011-12-22T19:21:55.194-08:00I love mother nature...But I hate her storms... Ever since I was fourteen I've had this morbid fear of bad storms, or any storm involving lightning. It started in Ohio with a visit to relatives. Two tornadoes went by on BOTH sides of the house we were in, and although by some freakish miracle not one shingle was loose on the house, I have been petrified ever since. If there is lightning, I hide. Simply put.<br />
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Now, one thing I'm finding out tonight, living in a 3rd story apartment with horrific winds blowing, is that when it blows through the railing and bars of the railing on the balcony, as well as when it comes blowing up through the mountains, it can make one feel like they're hearing a tornado. Which, by the way, there is a tornado warning out right now, which means I shouldn't even be on here, but it's the one thing distracting me and keeping my mind off of what's going on out there right now.<br />
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Seriously, every five minutes or so, sometimes less, the wind literally shakes the windows of the room I'm in. It is rattling my nerves I assure you.. I could really usea cig right now but that's definitely not happening in this weather. Even though the porch is covered, I don't want to risk being out there when a tornado touches down. That's my luck.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-77719963093978319232011-12-22T10:38:00.000-08:002011-12-22T10:38:28.780-08:00You know what I would love?I wish my eye would stop being blurry. Not eyes, eye. My left eye is the blurred one, and it is seriously messing with my vision. My vision is going bad as it is, so when it has its days that it does this, it drives me crazy. If I close my left eye, I can see just fine out of my right, and I can't very well walk around all day with only one eye open.<br />
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I COULD GET A PIRATE EYE PATCH!! That would eliminate the problem I suppose... Hmm... If I wore an eye patch and pretended to be a pirate, think I could find Captain Jack Sparrow? Hehe.<br />
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Anyway, music videos have become my source of music lately since all my CDs and stuff are back in Daytona. I'm beginning to have faith in all of this working out good =)<br />
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Speaking of things working out, I got a hold of my recruiter again, and as of Tuesday my name is in the system for a call back as soon as they get to it =). He put in a letter of recommendation for me and said he's positive they'll be calling me as soon as they have a free moment. I'm officially one step closer to getting hired on! Oh, this is definitely good, and much needed, news on my end.<br />
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So, in other news, I found out that I forgot to finish a story of mine. I finished it in my head, but never finished it on the computer since we lost internet around the time I "finished" it. So as far as I knew, I had finished it. But I found out from a reader that it's been sitting dormant for the longest time. Now, here is the problem. I can't remember for the life of me how I ended it in my head cos I don't remember much of the story. It was a sequel to another story so I"m having to go in and save all the chaps from the first story on the comp so I Can re-read them, and then to do the same for this sequel, so I can figure out where the Hell I was going with the ending.<br />
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I HATE having a story of mine just siting there, not going anywhere. I'm going to work on fixing this, and then I still have another one I have to finish, and slowly, little by little, my inspiration is coming back. I haven't really had all that much inspiration in the longest time, and it bugs me. I was writing straight from the time I was 14 until now, and only in the last 3 years has my inspiration been giving me trouble. But then again, that is when all my stress starting creeping into my life.<br />
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Honestly, I think it all started about the time I had Cheryl Humphrey as my manager at 7-Eleven. She put me through the ringer numerous times, and yeah, thinking back on it, that was about my stress started. Damn Cheryl... Anyway, I'm going to head off of here so I can work on getting those chapters. I need to finish this story, or I'm going to go insane.<br />
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ps- Happy holiday to everyone!SupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-84605982192737899582011-12-19T15:56:00.000-08:002011-12-19T15:56:57.838-08:00Okay, it's done....I have officially finished making out every single Christmas card I was sending out this year and when Shaun gets back tonight from visiting with the guys I'll have him run me to the post office real quick, or see if he'll do it tomorrow. I had intended on having them sent out today but... I... I derped... I had all the addresses, and the stamps, and the cards.... Without anything written in them ><! God what a derp move. I deserve a smack for that one.<br />
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My right hand is in serious cramping pain from having to hold a pen when my fingers being the way they are. I"m one of those people that rest their hand on the table/paper when writing to steady my chicken scratch, so my hand is hurting from 21 envelopes being written on and 21 cards being written in. Shoot me to end the pain haha.<br />
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I heard back from my recruiter, in other news, and he said he'll be sending me a more detailed email tonight about moving ahead with getting hired for a permanent spot in Ryla. I'm keeping my eye out for it.<br />
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But yeah, when Shaun gets home tonight, if it's not too late I think I'll ask him to run me to the post office. If he won't I'll just have him take me tomorrow =).<br />
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Well, I'm going to go diddle around online, possible watch a Billy Zane (heart!) movie. And keep an eye out for the Steelers game tonight when they do play. I'll just watch the score from my phone from time to time.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-53355780352333019572011-12-18T20:00:00.000-08:002011-12-18T21:26:35.562-08:00Today's word of evil is: GREED.You see, everything you are about to read, is exactly how things are. The texts have been typed up how they were written, sans a few spelling errors, and nothing has been changed. The following conversation took place between me and Sev, the guy who is letting us use his car while we are up here. Not like he is ever using it anyway, he literally just leaves it sit and wonders why it acts on him when he does that. Do I need to go on?<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Sev's texts.</span> <span style="color: #c27ba0;">My texts. </span><br />
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<div style="color: #6fa8dc;">Hey, this is Sev. I was wondering. Could you use some of that money you got from the job to put oil in my car? I know you pay for gas and all, but I literally have no money for oil since my mom was $100 shorter than usual, and the $100 for Primerica sill had no come in. If you can do that I'd owe you.</div><br />
<div style="color: #c27ba0;">Is there anyway you can have Xan do it? I just told him earlier I can't even spare money for a 2-liter for him to drink cos we need $ for getting our stuff from FL and I think Xan should do it anyway since he benefited from Ryla too and never put any gas in it when we had the job. The money from his brother for gas didn't come in til after so it was not used on gas like it was supposed to be.</div><br />
<div style="color: #6fa8dc;">Yeah, like I could get Xan to give me any money from it. He feels he needs every $ to get to his trucking school so he can give roadside blowjobs to bears.</div><br />
<div style="color: #c27ba0;">Unfortunately I can't do it. I HAVE to save money for getting our stuff up here and he knows that. He's just saving money for in case shit. And I'm not losing my shit. I have put my fair share in. Ask him for it. It's not fair to ask more from me cos he is greedy. That 30 from his brother was to go for gas and since it didn't come in til late he should have put it to oil.</div><br />
<div style="color: #3d85c6;">No, not in case shit. He has been trying to get to this place since Sept cause his school charges for a physical, doesn't provide the food, and he wouldn't know when the first check would come in and needs it to survive. And he plans on sending some money back here when he can get he job to help here. Xan spent that money already, on gas, your cigs, and other things people wanted as well as he used it when HE went places on his own time. Frankly, if my car doesnt get oil, I am going to have to ask my car to be taken places as little as possible and you guys walk places when possible to prevent my car breaking down. My mother stopped helping at the start of the month, and I ran out of money to spend on shit fast. I still have about $20 owed to me on gas and another $20 I was going to spend on oil to fill the car up instead. I have $2.65 or something in my bank account right now. So I can't get it myself or I would just foot the bill.</div><br />
<div style="color: #c27ba0;">I paid him back, so no excuses there. He should have put it where needed. I can't do it because I need to get my shit from FL. And why didn't YOU put oil in it when your mom originally sent you the money for Primerica and extra for that? Or out of the times you have had money since you knew the oil was needed? Why does it have to fall on me? And I paid you back for what -I- borrowed. I even gave you a little extra. It's not my fault he wont help and I have already put in way more than enough. No one told you to put the 20 in for your interview that was of your own choice. Why should I have to put you back for that 20? That no one asked for. I'm not even asking for all the money I have put in because I did it for my use, like you did for yours.</div><br />
<div style="color: #3d85c6;">Not saying you have to return the car, but start using Senior's car to get around when possible, since obviously no one is going to spend the 10 or 20 on oil.</div><br />
<div style="color: #c27ba0;">And when I paid you back for gas, I also paid you back for the cigs I asked you to get for Shaun. So I owe nothing. If someone else owes you, get it from them. I told him how to get more money for the trucking thing, but it wasn't to his liking. So, I have no sympathy for him right now. Because in gas I have spent 100 AT LEAST. So Xan can put in his share. And if you get 2 things of oil it'll only run like 5. So have Xan spare that.</div><br />
<div style="color: #3d85c6;">First off honey, my mom sent that money and most all of it went to rent, and some money for food. What I had left, again, went to utilities and food to cover us, but I ran out and had to ask someone else for money and that ws used on food as well. As for the $20 for my car, I had no choice cause it was in the red hon, and I didn't want to break down. Also, I let you borrow $10 for gas while we were waiting for you guys to get paid.</div><br />
<div style="color: #c27ba0;">And he was supposed to give you that back sweetie. Until I get my unemployment and I would pay him bac. So talk to him on that one. And don't get snippy when I'm not being bitchy. Dear. It's rude. I'm just stating that it's bull that I am expected to putin everything. And part of the convo with your mom was about "A little extra for oil." And that didn't happen. It's not fair and you know it. I'm just looking like the only option when I'm not this tie. I'm sorry I can't do it.</div><br />
And while I was typing all of this up, Sev blew up my phone with 9 different messages that I didn't reply to yet, because I need to type them up first...<br />
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<div style="color: #3d85c6;">As well as I asked you both, that one of you, with they money you get from the call place, you at LEAST got some oil for the car. Since you guys were using it so much, I asked that the moment you get money, get oil. As well as I bought cigs the other day for Shaun you have yet to pay me back for. As well as you don't seem to understand, Xan being here and flaking off at that call place would be bad as well as him being here would use more money in him being here. It was already agreed upon that when you all were paid oil would be in my car. Usually I spend 50 in groceries, but she sent $100 less that she usually did and more was spent than I was used to. We were starving here from that, cause we had less. I said I needed oil money cause she was only going to send rent, and she did but ALL the oil money was used on groceries. I am not saying that YOU have to pay it, but as you have my car I was asking and I would owe you. And really, if he owed me 10, then you would pay him back, then cut the middle man and put 10 of oil in my car. Or however much a decent oil is. Cause really, if my car breaks down from oil, every one that has used my car since, gets to foot the bill, divded betwen us.</div><br />
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<div style="color: #c27ba0;">Okay, I only asked you to get smokes for shaun once and I paid you back when I paid you for the gas, as I said earlier. Not my fault you can't remember, ask Shaun, he was right there when I told you what part of the 34 was that I gave you. Not the 24 I owed you for gas and cigs, but 34. I gave you extra. And when you FIRST asked your mom for Primerica money, you asked for oil as well. THAT is the time I'm talking about, I was unaware you've used that excuse since. And don't call Wendy's groceries, it's not. That's fast food junk that coud have gone to groceries. And how can you owe me when you have no way of paying me back? At all. You hve no job, and no one is going to be helping you anymore. And oh my god, one time putting gas in. AFTER THE JOB. And I told you why I'm saving my money right now. Don't you know how much in gas and truck it's going to cost to get my shit up here? Seriously, Xan can put the 10 into the oil himself. I CAN'T DO IT COS I NEED TO GET MY SHIT. I'm going to have to spend a lot in gas to ge tmy stuff up here, and I'm sorry if it's an inconvience to you, but maybe instead of buying fingerless gloves you should have put that to oil. Instead of buying YOUR smokes, not SHAUN'S you could have spend that in oil. I'm sorry I can't do it right now, but that's not my fault. When he got paid, he knew oil was needed, maybe he should hae grabbed it when he was spending money on benadryl? Or, you could even sell the video games you don't play anymore. One alone would do it right there.</div><br />
<div style="color: #3d85c6;">Actually, no it can't. Old games don't sell for good money.</div><br />
<div style="color: #c27ba0;">I meant the XBox ones. And so find a few you don't play and find a game store instead of pawn shop. They pay more.</div><br />
Oi.... What a night... So yeah, that finally ended... God, I really do get bitter to people sometimes, I won't lie.... It irks me so much... Anyway, I never got around to typing or movie idea on the comp so I'm going to work on that lol.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-51214933144744147722011-12-16T23:36:00.001-08:002011-12-16T23:36:28.907-08:00Busy busy busy...Quick injury update: My shoulder is doing much better. I can now touch it with no pain as long as I don't <i>press</i> into it. My hand however... I can't not bump it into something. I even had a bruise from the roll...<br />
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You can see it in the little black circle, especially if you look to the right of the circle and let the side of your vision catch it. It was right on the bone of my ring knuckle in the palm of my hand.<br />
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So anyway, I got my pay from Ryla, and I'm working on getting onto another project. I applied on-line like I was supposed to, and even called the guy that recruited me to let him know I did the application process and asked him to find out what I need to do next. It would be so awesome to have a job again so I could get the Hell off of unemployment. I can't stand being on it, honestly. It's driving me crazy. Those of you who know me on a personal level know how industrious I am, you know how I can get when I have no job to keep me busy.<br />
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Hopefully things will go right and I'll have a job on either their Verizon or AT&T project, and be on my way to being off of this unemployment. It's a full-time thing and if I can get t then I'll be making some good money, quite happily so =) I'll be making close to what I was making at 7-Eleven, if not more. It's awesome. Wish me luck all.<br />
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So with XMas coming up I'm working on sending out the dreaded cards lol. I've got qe a few people I'm working on getting the addresses of, and a couple of them are out of country so I'm going to have to get their stamps directly from the lady behind th post office counter. But, other than that, if things go right then I'll be going with Shaun down to FL to get our stuff from the house before it all ends up in the trash. This is going to be one hell of a drive.<br />
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Greyhound to FL, go to the nearest UHaul place, get a vehicle and drive down to WPB, get what stuff of ours is down there, come back up, get the stuff from Ormond, and then drive back up to GA and find a storgae unit. And, we have to try to do all of this before I get signed back on.<br />
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Someone shoot me... Gotta tell ya though, once I do get a job I am going to finally be able to save up for a car. We're currently relying on Sev's car, which can't make the drive to and from FL or we would take it, instead of greyhound, but he might be getting a job soon, which could cause transportation problems. Here's to hoping it won't.<br />
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Hopefully Rayne, you won't be the only one viewing this anymore, Emmi, my dearest of friends, finally has the link here, so we'll see if she finds her way =)<br />
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Well, everyone, off to work on some emails and then transferring the movie idea that Shaun and I are working on from notebook to computer lol.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-46659251143285814202011-12-10T16:57:00.000-08:002011-12-10T16:57:06.594-08:00So, who royally hurt herself?In case you can't figure it out, that would be me. I tripped on my way to check on the clothes that I had in the dryer and when I was falling I smacked the ball joint of my shoulder in the corner of a wall, made a dent in the process, and as I landed on the floor in a pained heap, my hand rolled under me. Now, the fact of it rolling wouldn't be as bad if I didn't have a broken ring finger, starting at the bottom knuckle. The impact and rolling just damaged the already bad as it was wound.<br />
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Right now, typing is Hell, but I wanted to give people an update on me =). I know the updates are appreciated for those of you (Rayne) that like to keep an eye on me =).<br />
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So anyway, Monday is my last day on the BENEFEDS project, and as soon as that's done either I'll be moving to the Verizon project or the AT&T project with Arthur's help. Either way I still have a job in general. Typing at work is going to be Hell with this broken finger. It hurts to move my pinky and ring finger of my right hand, but even the action of moving my middle finger is sending waves of pain through the other two, making me think the damage is worse than what it was before.<br />
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Now, question is, who the Hell can afford to go to the doctor, and the most they'll do for me anywhere is put a splint on it, give me pills and send me home. I can do the pills and home myself. I'll just try to bare the pain until I get my unemployment check and can afford to get a hand splint to keep it still.<br />
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I guess the worse part is that it's my right hand and that's my dominant hand. Luckily I can learn how to work around it. typing it still murder though.<br />
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Well, I have a butt ton of pics to upload to facebook so I don't lose them when my phone finally does crap out, so I'll write more at another date.<br />
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Small note before I sign off. Monday being the last day for the BENEFEDS thing, we're open from 8a-12a and I'm pulling the whole shift. Wish me luck! lol.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-38619904719226584422011-12-05T10:36:00.000-08:002011-12-05T10:36:52.295-08:00Another day, another dollar in mah pocketToday is both exciting and nerve wracking... Today is the first day I go in for my training at RYLA and I'm so nervous. I have to pass the final test in 2 days to make sure I stay on, and although I'm very computer savvy, I'm almost nervous about jobs and tests. Tends to make my mind blank, but it's an "open book" test, which just means I point and click on a screen to show them I do know what I'm doing lol. And with how computer savvy I am, this will all work out fine for me! =)<br />
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But anyway, another bit of good news. I finally got to see the third Transformers movie. I've been a huge fan of them since I was a kid man. I literally would miss my school bus in the morning just to watch the cartoon and someone would take me to school after, It was an incentive to keep my grades up haha. I'd say it worked.<br />
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Hate the fact that Patrick Durpsey was in it though. I never like him in any role he is in. If I can avoid him, I do.<br />
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Anyway, everyone wish me luck. If I can do good enough then that offer to move over to the AT&T project after the BENEFEDS one will be open and I'll take it and be good on having a job up here in GA.<br />
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A small part of me does miss Florida, you know, all my friends, but I have to say, it's so much better up here. People actually say excuse me even if they THINK they bumped you. If you dial a wrong number you don't get some asshole to chew you out, you get a lady who laughs and helps you get the right number.<br />
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There are so many mean people there, so many jerks and assholes alike, but here... It's so calm and peaceful. No one is in a hurry so you're not going to get run over for actually going the speed limit. I love it here. I can't wait for us to get our own place so we can have friends come up here to see us.<br />
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I'm going to go work on some online stuff so I can be ready to leave when it's time.<br />
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-KTFXSupernaturalFoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07410839836048623810noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1071467910077776782.post-15193729278670436172011-12-02T14:55:00.000-08:002011-12-02T14:55:57.114-08:00Videos and news...So, videos... Wow. I just watched the video for Ke$ha's 'Blow' and although I was surprised to see James Van Der Beek, I was even more surprised to see the rainbows and unicorns. Though, being it was Ke$ha's video, I don't know why it surprised me lol. If you haven't seen it yet, click the link below.<br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFWX0hWCbng&feature=relmfu">Ke$ha - Blow</a><br />
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I've got music video playing on the laptop I'm using since I don't want to have to sift through Sev's music to find something I like. It works for me, guarantees the music I want is right there =). And I don't have to sift through too much crap to find it.<br />
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So anyway, I have some good news. Some great news. And obviously, like every news situation, a bad news.<br />
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Bad news (just to get it out of the way now): Primerica isn't going to happen. Turns out the location I found is some kind of scam location just using Primerica's name and everything. So that job isn't happening, which is why I'm glad I didn't pay for my background check, but it sucks that I won't be getting that job. You know, out of the 10 years I've been working, not one job has ever asked me to pay for my own background check. I've had to go pick up my criminal records for some jobs, but never had to pay anything. So I guess that should have been a red flag right there. But at least I didn't get too deep into it to back out before I lost any money.<br />
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Good news: The RYLA job is real and I managed to get my friends Sev and Xan signed into it. They are currently at their orientation to fill out their hiring paperwork, and to get the extra information they need about the job.<br />
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Great news: The guy who hired me on called me today to check in and make sure the guys got hired okay and to let me know that he wants to keep me around. After the BENEFEDS project is done with, he wants to make sure I stay on, but get moved to the AT&T project after the 12th when my project ends. Said point blank that I sounded intelligent and professional enough that he wants to make sure that someone like me stay with the company. So even after the 12th I'll still have a job =)<br />
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So once I start making money I can work on getting me and Shaun out of his dad's apartment and into our own. I need to work on getting a cheap-o car first. I don't need anything fantastic as long as it runs and is good on gas =).<br />
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Oh, and on another note my inspiration is slowly coming back to me, after months of being dormant due to the seemingly endless rain of stress. I'm glad all of this bad stuff is finally ending.<br />
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